assalamualaikum lovers...continue from smalam...after the dr said jln daa bukak 3cm..rs nk lompat pon ad thou sgt lame tunggu..act everytime dorg check jln dorg will help to increase the bukaan..so that night the nurse put me on wheel chair n menuju ke labor...wooo berdebar die tuhan jer tau...im alone..no phone are aloud..i dont know they inform x ayie yg i da masuk labor room..rase excited and nk nanges pon ad bcos im on my on...hurmm..abah da blk pekan daa..yg ad ma n my hubby...he need his mom for the moral support..at first we decide xnk susahkn both parties..we try to face it on our own..tp tuhlaaa...new parent need a moral support yg kuat dr family...we dont know what to do kan after the baby born..contohnyer what to do with tali pusat...soo kehadiran ma sgtlaa membantu suami qisha...
the nurses put me on bed...cabut my kain tinggal bj je..bilik daa laa sejok yang amat..grrrrr...dahaga...lapar..sume ad...lucky me the nurse help me dgn bg qisha air...they induce me again using drip..this time contraction dtg makkkk aiiiiii...saket gile sampai nak nanges pon xbley...i keep on tekan button bed tuh turon naik turon naik....sakkeeetttt sgt....dr muda dtg then pecah kn my ketuban...fuhhh...panas jer rase air tuh mengalir....saket contraction mmg xley ckp laaa...waaaaaaa...xslesa lg dgn air yg continuously kluar from bawah..fuhhhh...rs nk poopoo pon ad....
first timer like me mmg xtau when it comes to the real day...thou we read a lot..we google a lot...still sume tuh xmembantu unless the nurses remind us...i ask her to check my bukaan..6cm...yeay..but 6cm tuh like forever k...daa 6 hours kot dlm labor...saket sorg2..wooo..i need my husband!!!its cold inside the labor room...but im sweating...no energy at all..rase nk push mmg ad...the nurse ckp jgn push lg...nnt koyak...but i mmg rs nk push sgt..when i said nk push die ckp jgn then die blah cmtuh jer...wooooo...rs nk mrh ad..but sabar je bcos we dont know he reason kan..maybe mmg care die mcm tuh...then early in the morning new dr dtg n check my bukaan..da 8cm...fuhhhh..2cm jer bertambah after berjam daa tunggu...sbr je laaaa...
that time daa 6am kot..msk labor 9pm until now xbrank lg...pastuh msk plak dr india i think this one mmg pakar...check my bukaan daa 10cm...but no one asking me to push...qisha pon sgt penat..saket yg xbley tahan..i think they r lucky to have me as their patient sbb i ni ikot jer..diam jer...SUPPOSE I SHOULD BISING DLM TUH...MAYBE ITS MY FAULT JGK SBB IKOT JER CKP DORG...PTT TIME NK PUSH TUH I PUSH JER...BIA DORG KELAM KIBOT BILE TGK KPALE AISY...NI X..I FOLLOW WHAT THEY SAID..AFTER THIS I ALREADY KNOW WHAT TO DO...HURMMM..INSYAALLAH SECOND BABY I NAK NORMAL BIRTH...SOON!!!
then ap mende tah dorg buat ramai staring at my downside the dr pakar yg india td said i cant push bcos aisy already facing up...if i push it would be risk to the baby's life..maybe bley lemas...finally they decide for c-section...they call my husband..i can see his frustrated face and worried face bcos 12 hours tunggu i kat luar without any news..sure he think that moment when his name being called it was the pushing moment..sorry BABE i cant push..i didnt diberi peluang to push this time...i sedih sgt bile tgk ayie daa bwk the baby stuff sume..they ask him for his permission to put me on cesarean...then they bring me to the operation room...
to be continue bcos aisy daa bgn tito...hehehehhehe...
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| excited dpt pkai bj pink nih... |
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| 2cm at the moment... |
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